Saturday, April 12, 2008

What I am still single?

Being single.. good or bad..... well I guess that's up to whoever it is....

I have been single for about 6 0r 7 years now..... yep.. loosing count of the years.. hehe

But I date right???? Rarely, cannot seem to find a girl willing to go out with me... But they I guess taking myself out to a dinner and a movie is good enough.... Hey it is only a few dollars cheaper with gas prices the way they are what's the difference? It's still expensive!

I have tried different things over the years.... even stopped trying for a few years..... most of the time I give up really easy.... with one girl I tried everything that I could....

Things are looking up though... I am making some friends now.... which is something else that I had almost given up on..... I just got invited to a house warming party... and invited to stay with a friend of mine in Orange Park, FL and her roommate for the weekend... (it's kinda up in the air )

The really good thing about being single is that I really want to move away from here....
something about this area makes me feel trapped.... like I really do not belong.... so i can move....

I really want to move to Jacksonville Beach Fl but I am much more open to other places than I used to be.... Hell I have considered working in another country for a year. which would be so rad!

So what does all of this mean????

I am a lonely guy, who is ready for a big change.... Has some fears but is ready to overcome them, wants someone in his life but understands that it's not something to center his life on...

oh... and there are a few girls that i like.... maybe i will luck up soon
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