Tuesday, April 15, 2008

America and cars

I really believe that America needs a new car company... and I do not mean one owned by Dodge, Ford... or any of the others.... Tesla Motors has the right idea to be the next car company... although they have too high a price tag for a common person when it comes to their cars.... I really hope that Tesla doesn't disappear....

One thing that would be great would be use of the technology that Denny Klein has come up with.. think about this... 4oz of WATER to drive 100 MILES......

Lip Dub - Need You Tonight by INXS


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Sunday, April 13, 2008

Ouch!

While I was driving to town today I was eating a candy bar and bit the hell out of my tounge... I couldn't speak for like 2 hours.. It still hurts now!

I bite my tounge in the same spot more than i care to admit.. but never this bad... damn this really hurts :(

Saturday, April 12, 2008

What I am still single?

Being single.. good or bad..... well I guess that's up to whoever it is....

I have been single for about 6 0r 7 years now..... yep.. loosing count of the years.. hehe

But I date right???? Rarely, cannot seem to find a girl willing to go out with me... But they I guess taking myself out to a dinner and a movie is good enough.... Hey it is only a few dollars cheaper with gas prices the way they are what's the difference? It's still expensive!

I have tried different things over the years.... even stopped trying for a few years..... most of the time I give up really easy.... with one girl I tried everything that I could....

Things are looking up though... I am making some friends now.... which is something else that I had almost given up on..... I just got invited to a house warming party... and invited to stay with a friend of mine in Orange Park, FL and her roommate for the weekend... (it's kinda up in the air )

The really good thing about being single is that I really want to move away from here....
something about this area makes me feel trapped.... like I really do not belong.... so i can move....

I really want to move to Jacksonville Beach Fl but I am much more open to other places than I used to be.... Hell I have considered working in another country for a year. which would be so rad!

So what does all of this mean????

I am a lonely guy, who is ready for a big change.... Has some fears but is ready to overcome them, wants someone in his life but understands that it's not something to center his life on...

oh... and there are a few girls that i like.... maybe i will luck up soon

Me and my umm... life

What is it about me... I have no idea... If you knew what went through my head... I imagine that it would frighten you at least bit..

I have a lot of things thing constantly run through my mind, it's like a deep crazy sea of waves from all directions...... Things that make me smile.. things that make me frown.. things that make me sad.. things that make me angry....

I also have ideas... i am so full of ideas.. although i constantly come up with new ones and forget old ones... certain ones would have made me rich... and if i am lucky still will

there are things that go on in my life that i do not tell anyone about... i keep it locked inside my head...... for those thoughts to bounce around and bother me all the time.....

what's funny is the things that bother me are not just bad things... is also good things.... and why i keep myself from them........

yes i am my own worst enemy...

Friday, April 4, 2008

i am an idiot

I learned today that taking way too much asprin will dehydrate ya... so i have been making my flu much worse!