I have something to confess about myself that some people know and most people don't.... I haven't thought about it for a long time until today... I saw a girl that I thought was really cute... and seemed really interesting... i kept putting myself in situations to where I could have said something to her, (a few times by chance, the first time on purpose) I just couldn't bring myself to speak to her
This is the way it is with me... I rarely go for the girls I really want to go after.... and I give up way too easy (one girl may disagree on that one hehe)... I guess it's easier to get turned down by the girls I expect it from than the ones I wouldn't want to turn me down.
I guess as of today I am actually trying to meet girls again.... question is... will I get past this talking issue that I have